I’m getting over it a little more each day, going out with friends connecting back with my social life. This is what I needed. But it still feels weird to wake up with no one laying next to me. I’m still not use to it. It’s weird to go to certain places and know that I’m not going to see you again. Can’t believe you don’t think about this at all. I’m over it and so are you, but that doesn’t mean you can’t miss what we had. The beginning of our relationship was the best. I felt butterflies every second I was with you. And I could tell you felt the same. Thinking back to the memories is a bitter sweet kind of thing. I just can’t believe that your blinded by your temporary happiness. Do you not see what we could’ve been? I was willing to change for the better. I wanted to fight for your happiness. I know you took it as being annoying. But I couldn’t let someone like you just slip out of my hands without trying to put up a fight first. Hopefully we could put everything aside and just begin a new start. That’s what I want. But for now I’m just taking it day by day.

I wonder what you say, when ppl ask you why we broke up..

I get it, being single is fun. I agree. But it’s also lonely as fuck when you don’t got someone to cuddle with before you go to bed.

Couldn’t we both agree that the beginning of our relationship was the best? Not actually going out with each other but still having each other whenever we wanted to. That was the best of both worlds. The “in between” as you would call it. We were truly happy. You wanted me as much as I wanted you. Yeah, recently it hasn’t been like that at all. We got too comfortable. But the beginning was amazing. I miss that feeling when our hearts would race and we got those butterflies every time we kissed. We shared our hearts through laughter. And we haven’t done that for awhile. Our relationship was like a movie. First kiss at a lake, making a mess putting cup cake mix on each other. Laying down in the grass looking up at the stars was the first time you said you loved me. This is what creates a smile instead of a tear. I would like to bring that feeling back that we had in the beginning and never change. All i need is a chance to prove it. Your blinded by your short term happiness. Please open your eyes.